living your life to the fullest
i was reminded tonight of eva markvoort’s blog, 65redroses. if you’ve never heard her story before, look her up because it is the most inspiring thing, and the ultimate example of living one’s life to the fullest. i don’t know. sometimes i get afraid that i’m not as good those that are good to me, that i should be doing more with what i have, and that i’m not fully appreciating my life. like one day when i’m 85 lying in a bed somewhere i’ll feel regret for the things i didn’t do, or the things i did do that i never really appreciated at the time. that’s a big fear. i love my parents and i need to treat them better. i love my friends, i love my boyfriend, i love my brother, i love my co-workers (well, most of them haha), and even those in my life that have treated me badly, i love the fact that they taught me what to look out for and who to trust and who to not waste precious time on. originally this post had a point. live your life to the fullest. that’s as much a note to myself as it is a note to anyone else who may read this.
